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Diffidence unfolds in one of storytelling's mystery zones, a place where the battle for distance between narrator and her
objects is both fierce and oddly stylized.  I don't remember when I last read such intelligently constructed writing. 
Plus, it's erotic and visually beautiful.
—Andrei Codrescu

The stunning narrative of an artist’s struggle towards creative and personal fulfillment, Diffidence traces its
protagonist’s journey through divorce, motherhood and love. Allusive and lyrical, Diffidence ranges from brutal
realism to psychological impressionism. This dualism is paralled by the central players in Claire’s life, each
convincingly realized, yet imbued with an artful symbolism.

The claustrophobic locus of Fire Island is the theatre for an intense series of recollections. A childhood
populated by a charming, alcoholic father, and a capricious mother, June, whose intrusive machinations stem
from thwarted ambition. Their marriage is a syllabus of misdirection, which Claire unwittingly followed in her
disastrous marriage. Part idyll, part oubliette, the island represents the crippling ambivalence which Claire must overcome.

Like the doctor’s shots of tranquilizer which mask the worst excesses of her father’s drunken rages, Claire’s
frustrated relationships and disillusionment are occluded by a reticence to play a real, definable role in her own
life. At its root, Diffidence is the story of a ingenuous mind preparing to act.

Claire is subject to her photographer-friend Ellen’s unsparing lens. As the veil is lifted, she is forced to confront
herself. To this end, the narratorial voice swings between the third and second persons, challenging the reader
to follow Claire’s uncomfortable progress.

Into this mix comes gallery owner Patrick O’Conner. O’Conner becomes the imperfect catalyst for Claire’s
growing self-possession. But memories of her husband, and her troubled relationship with June and daughter
Ruth remain constant reminders of an earlier, disappointed self.

Jean Harris captures the flavors of island existence in her exploration of an incomplete and peripatetic life,
stripped-down and painfully reconstructed in the throes of an uncommon passion. Elegant, sexy, and
cinematic—Diffidence  tantalizes as it discloses.

Diffidence is a mélange of air and stone, strength and vulnerability.  Powerful and sensitive at the same time,
the novel squeezes destinies in one cup of prosa-forte that you want to swallow sip by sip thinking of lost love
and conquered vanities.  Jean Harris's territory is the psychology of the couple—its gaps and attractions, its
pains and revelations… she negotiates souls.  —Carmen Firan, author of The Farce and Punished Candors